I hate how busy I seem to be lately.

I barely have anytime to just chill out, play on the wii, read, watch dvd's. Whatever else, I just never seem to have the time to do it. And that bothers me.

But luckily, next week seems to be a good chance to relax a bit.

I think tomorrow I'm going to read more of An Abundance of Katherines by John Green, write some more and have a couple of hours on the Wii, since I'm going no where once I get back tomorrow morning.

The end of the week promises to be exciting though.

On Wednesday, I'm off to my dad's for the first time in an age (he lives kinda far away, it's awkward to get there, and very expensive) where we will have chinese food and play on Links Crossbow Training until the early hours of the morning. I think I'm going to have to take Super Smash Bros. Brawl with me, since my dad hasn't had the chance to play on that yet.

Thursday I have the lovely pleasure of going to the hairdressers with my step-mum Anna, who is super cool, and I love her. She's so crazy, it's refreshing. I should be at work in the afternoon, but it makes things awkward, so I'm going to have to call in and say I can't make it.

Friday. Halloween. I'll be off the a remote area in Yorkshire, spending the weekend in a tiny cottage with my grandparents, my dad, Anna, and my cousin Stuart, who I haven't seen in a while since he's been training for the RAF and all that jazz. There we'll have a meal, and catch up with the family we haven't seen in years.

On Saturday, I'm going to have to get up super early and get ready for my big brothers wedding. I'm so excited about it all. He's marrying this wonderful woman, who I've been close with for about seven or eight years now, and in less than a week, she'll be my offical sister-in-law. I'm really, really happy about that. Plus, I've spent £150 on my outfit, so I'm looking forward to wearing that. After the service, they'll be tea and then an all night disco.

And then Sunday, I sadly have to leave to come home and then be swept under by all the other shitty mundane stuff which I hate.

But yeah, the wedding should be good.

And a weekend away from the internet can never be bad, really.

Today I've managed to listen to the new VLR about three times, and I think it was the best twenty minutes of my week so far.

Although, today I did get to watch The Ringer for the first time ever -- slow much? -- and I think Johnny Knoxville is my favourite actor now. I think that may have been swayed by the fact that Travis Touchdown has such a resemblence to him.

I'm exhausted, so after this listen of VLR, I'm going to get to bed.

Towards the end of the week I have to start training for the Great North Run, and I have no idea how I'm meant to summon the energy to actually start running again. Seeing as I haven't done long distance running since Cross Country in year 9 I think. I really think I'm going to struggle.

Anyway, night :D

It's been about twenty four hours since I found out that Suda51 are officially making a sequel to No More Heroes -- which, by the by, happens to be my favourite video game. Ever. It even beats Star Fox Adventures/Assault. And I love Star Fox Adventures/Assault.

So I'm super excited for that. I litrally squealed when I read about it, and I swear to god, my heart was racing when I watched the trailer. I assumed that Travis' story was over, and they'd introduce a new character if they ever did a sequel. But no. Travis is back! And we get gore!

No one is really going to care about how excited I am about a video game coming out in March 2010. But come on, it's NHM!

Fuck you, Sylvia Christel for saying there wouldn't be a sequal. :D

There is litrally no way to describe how I feel right now in less than three words.

I feel stupidly upset for so many reasons I can't even begin to tell you.

I feel dissapointed. I feel like my friends are all abandoning me, which I know seems ridiculous. They just seem to have replaced me, and it hurts. While they're out, either at college or around other places, I'm stuck at home, or at work. They get to spend their weekends with their friends, while I stay at home, feeling like crap. I feel so dissapointed that they don't seem to care.

I feel angry. I feel so angry at myself for letting myself get this upset over a stupid little girl. But way to go, she's gone and done it.

And I feel tired, ill and worried.

There's obviously something wrong when it's nearly two in the morning and I'm wide awake, considering how I'm going to buy as many of the Beyblade manga's as possible.

And I thought today was going to be good, because I started off the day with a book sale, and getting about 12 new books for about £1. And then some time into the day, I played Devil May Cry for the first time at my boyfriends house. But somehow, I seem to fall back into this stupid state of unhappiness, dissapointment, anger, tiredness, worry and illness.

Fed, fucking, up.

I've decided to start blogging, and hopefully I'll end up doing it properly. I never can tell.

Anyway, I haven't really decided what I'm going to put here. I'll probably just ramble about my life, the happenings in it and whatnot. Stuff that probably won't interest anybody. But what can I say?

Anyway, today I haven't done much apart from taken a trip to the Co-op to stock up on Coca-Cola and Smarties. It's what I live for -- obviously I'm sarcastic.

Tomorrow I'm going to see Towers of London at Nottingham Rock City and I'm so excited, even though I haven't really listened to their new album. But it should be wicked. Good times.

Right, I'm off to watch 8 Simple Rules some more.

Interesting, no?


Oh, and the weather's pretty nice today :]