I Don't Know If I Made It In Time
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
So there have been some developments in my life.
The single Ebbie you knew exists no longer! According to Cam's facebook, I am now his 'lovely wench' (because he has the language set to pirate, no joke).
Honestly, I knew that this was going to happen because Chris managed to give me a spoiler on my life, and it was about Cam 'poppin' the ol' relationship question'. Which at first, I totally read wrong, and nearly had a mild stroke.
Cam stayed over last night, and we watched some Lucky Star and Haruhi, and I laughed at his language settings on Facebook, and it was a generally cool night. Plus he ordered us Pizza and I actually got to use some of the vouchers for the pizza that I got at Freshers Fayre a fortnight ago.
And we were woken up at the most horrible time of 7am by road sweepers, and I stumbled out of bed and glared at them through the window while they went down the street, and then doubled back, and came past again. It was mega bad times. But then we just spent the morning cuddling, and I think we were watching TV.
It was a mega bad tired haze, so I don't actually know.
Today was Lee's 21st birthday too, and we all went to The Imperial (this chinese resturant that dims the lights, and plays happy birthday through surround sound when there's a birthday cake around.) which was quite nice, but I was just worried that I was gonna go out for a fag, and I was going to be tackled by the mass amounts of security looking personel lurking around every fucking corner.
But we went back to Lee and Paul's, had cake, and then they all walked me home, as they usually do. I reckon that my room is going to slowly become like a third home to Cam, seeing as he's already left some stuff here. The second home would be Paul's loft conversion room. And he's staying over again on Thursday which I can't wait for!
There aren't going to be any blog posts from me tomorrow, seeing as I am going to be in Nottingham, with no laptop. I'm finally going to see Blue October, and then it's only another week before I'm going back to see Madina Lake with Simon! I'm still considering booking tickets for the Wolvo gig they're playing on Tuesday. I'll consider this some more tomorrow while I have my epically long travelling time.
So the really awesome thing about Thursday is, I get to see Claky for the first time since I moved. But I'm kinda dreading it at the same time. Last time I saw him, I ended up in tears because I didn't want to go. I do want to come back to Wolverhampton, because my boyfriend's going to be waiting for me. But I don't want to have to say goodbye to Claky again, because he's my best friend in the entire world, and nothing is going to make this whole distance friendship any easier.
Days til Madina Lake: 7
Days til JCC: 17
Days til London Expo: 25
D:
Monday, 28 September 2009
I feel completely shit today. I was ill yesterday, and I'm in unbareable pain today, so I have to walk down to Asda and try and find something to remedy this fast because Cam's coming over later and I don't want to be passed out on the floor when he's here.
I could not go in to my lecture this morning. It just was not going to happen. And I feel terrible about this because I was actually looking forward to it. D:
A Proper Update.
Saturday, 26 September 2009
You know that you're around some nerdy people when you're informed that the best friend of the guy you like says "I ship you two so hard."
That's right. There's an
CamxEbbie pairing among the nerdiest of
otaku's. I love that.
So anyway, I haven't really informed anyone of what's been going off in my life in the past couple of days. And to be honest, there's just so much going off that I'm having trouble remembering all of the good stuff and
separating it from the not-so-good stuff.
So my lectures are going well. I'm not entirely sure when my seminars start, but I can tell you that I am
not looking forward to that, because I have a 9-3 day on a Wednesday, and apparently, lunch breaks don't exist. However, I do have both Tuesdays and Thursdays off, so I'm quite happy about that.
I'm starting to find my way around Wolverhampton as well. I say this because the other day when I went to find Forbidden Planet, I ended up getting lost and ending up at the train station for a
terrifying twenty seconds. After which, I decided to try and navigate my way back to my room, which didn't take that long.
I've been spending a lot of time with Chris and Cam lately, and I haven't seen much of Paul and Lee since last week. I think Lee and Paul are awesome and all, but I don't feel as if I've been missing a limb for the past few days. I can safely say that I'm pretty close to Cam now. And me and Chris are become good friends too.
I actually can't tell you how much I like Cam, to be honest. We went to see Inglorious the other day on our date, and then he hung out with me for a while, and it was totally amazing, and nice. And I really hope that we do something similar to that again. Though he did seem completely shocked when he came into my room and it was clean.
Talking about Cam, he stayed over last night. We watched some Red Dwarf for a while, and then decided that we should put a film on, so we watched Princess
Mononoke and cuddled. I feel quite sad that he had to leave so early this morning, and now I don't get to see him until Tuesday, but I am rather looking forward to seeing him again. I think he might be staying over again, but I can't quite remember.
Other than that, it's just been lectures, because club hasn't started up yet, and I just do not have the money to go out if I want to go to London at the end of next month with the
anime club (Well, Cam, Lee, Paul, Paul's brother and maybe Chris, so not really the entire club). It means I have to cut back on buying crap off of the
internet, but I'm sure it will really be worth it.
I am missing everyone at home quite a lot (no matter what I say, Nottingham will always be my home, and that just won't ever change). But that isn't much of a change really. Anyway, I think that this is a substantial blog entry, so now I'm going to go and meet Todd outside for a fag.
In a bit.
Date.
Friday, 25 September 2009
I absolutely loved the date, it was amazing. I'm not going into detail, because I can't be bothered. And Cam's coming over again later! I'm so excited!
I'm really starting to get settled into university now, and yeah, a lot of that is down to Cam, but I am not gonna complain. <3
hjdsfjaohd!
Thursday, 24 September 2009
I can't believe today! I'm so happy. Cam asked me on a date tomorrow. I have a fucking date! With Cam! <3
Dream.
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
I had the worst dream ever last night.
I dreamt that I was guarding something, with about 3 other people who I didn't know, and one of them turned on us, and killed the other 2 people with this huge sword he had by cutting their throats open. It was something that should have been on Higurashi.
So then he went for me, and I had this overwhelming sense of fear that I was going to die. Honestly, I know it was only a dream, but I was so sure I was going to die. I didn't die in the dream. He just cut my throat open and left.
And then the rest of the dream, I went to see my friends in Nottingham, and I had this horrible pink scar on my neck, and they just didn't want to see me and completely rejected me because of this scar, so they left, and then I woke up.
I have to see what all this is about.
BloodTo dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Your past actions has come back to haunt you.
Attack
To dream that you are being attacked by someone, signifies questions to your character and the need to defend yourself. You are feeling stressed, vulnerable and helpless. You may also be faced with difficult changes in your waking life.
Scar
To see a scar in your dream, symbolizes struggles and/or painful memories and bad feelings which may have never entirely healed and still continue to linger in your mind. It suggests that your past still has some influence or effect on your life. Alternatively, a scar may represent deep-seeded insecurities which may be holding you back from accomplishing your goals.
Rejection
To dream that you are being rejected, signifies a lack of self-worth and alienation of others.
Chip Cob Mission.
Tuesday, 22 September 2009
Today me and Cam went on a mission to find a chip cob. He picked me up at about 5:30 and we walked around Wolverhampton for about 45 minutes before deciding that there is no where in Wolvo that actually does chip cobs (I know! It's ludicrous!) so we decided that our best plan of action was to get some cobs from Asda, and some chips from the chippy, and just make our own.
I have to say, this wasn't our best idea. The chips weren't nice to start off with, and the butter was frozen solid. We were using plastic knives to open the cobs up, and I didn't have enough plates, so Cam was eating off the plate, and I ended up eating my cob out of a bowl. Next time, we decided to get better cobs, better chips and another plate, ahaha.
We talked about a lot of stuff, like voice actors, and manga, and general win things. Cam is seriously one of the nicest people I've ever met. I've had a wicked time this afternoon, even if I was highly embarrased by my bedroom being in such a state.
And just so you all know, Cam didn't know what a chip cob was. And had to wikipedia is. No joke. These people, with their strange words, and strange accents. Bah, I love them xD
Days til Madina Lake: 14
Days til JCC: 24
Days til London Expo: 31
I'm A Fucking Banana
Monday, 21 September 2009
I've had a seriously good day.
Me and Lee made last minute plans last night for him to come over this afternoon, and this morning, Chris was online, and I decided to invite him, so her turned up, and then about an hour after we got to mine, Cam rung up Lee and he asked if he could come. So we played on some games, and I burned some dvd's for Cam, and we drank a lot of Capri Sun. Oh, and Chris also did a cartwheel down hill and owned himself.
Of course, meeting Cam came after me, Lee and Chris went on a fucking mission around the football stadium because there was a game on, and we had nothing better to do before we decided to go and meet up with Cam. I have to say, it was a strange experience seeing him without any sort of cosplay going on.
But anyway, we hung out for a while, then went to meet Paul. Then we walked for about 3 miles to the nearest open pub we could find, got some chips from the Chinese that was close to the pub, and then decided to walk all the way back to Paul and Lee's house.
We hung around, and listened to some music and had a brew. And then Cam, Lee, Chris and Paul walked me back to my halls (after a quick 20 second stop, where Chris ran across the road, went to kick a mattress, which actually turned out to be a solid wood bed frame, so he hobbled for a while) where we stood around for ages, and Chris nearly owned himself.
I'm sorry for this terrible blog post, but my mind has been stolen away from me by a group of otaku's who think they're bananas. But know that I'm having an amazing time, but I do have my first lecture in 9 hours, which is a bit of teh suck.
No More Worries.
Friday, 18 September 2009
I was talking to Cam most of last night, and I find it really weird that someone who I barely know can tell me exactly what I needed to hear.
[c=6]Munashii[/c] [c=4]★[/c] Absolutely Invincible British Gentleman! says:
Fair enough
So, who is this that you're telling? xD
Ebbie;; where stars glitter like a seventies disco. says:
Claky, he's my best friend.
Ebbie;; where stars glitter like a seventies disco. says:
and he makes pretty pictures, like my dp
[c=6]Munashii[/c] [c=4]★[/c] Absolutely Invincible British Gentleman! says:
Oh, wow! Awesome :3
Ebbie;; where stars glitter like a seventies disco. says:
I suck. I'm crying.
[c=6]Munashii[/c] [c=4]★[/c] Absolutely Invincible British Gentleman! says:
Huh? Seriously? Why, what's up?
Ebbie;; where stars glitter like a seventies disco. says:
i miss him. i miss everyone from nottingham. it took me like, 18 years to get this group of amazing friends, and i'm not with them anymore.
Ebbie;; where stars glitter like a seventies disco. says:
apparently i'm just really homesick
[c=6]Munashii[/c] [c=4]★[/c] Absolutely Invincible British Gentleman! says:
Hey, listen (What the hell, I'm not Navi! D<). It may be hard now, but just because you're not with them right now doesn't mean anything. Sure you miss them but you'll see them again, the first semester is only 13 weeks long, thats only just over three months and then you can go back for a while. Then, after that, it's only two months until the summer, you may miss them now but trust me. It'll be okay.
Today I'm meeting up with Lee, Chris and Paul, so I'm very excited about that. We're going to go to Forbidden Planet, and to get something to eat, so I'm happy.
Quick One.
Thursday, 17 September 2009
I didn't update yesterday, because sweet fuck all happened.
Today, I've spent most of the day talking to Cam, Chris and Lee from the anime club. They are really nice people. They invited me to London Expo next month them, so I have to ring my mum to see if she can lend me any money towards it so I can actually afford to go. I'm so excited that I actually have friends here now.
Cam is being very protective over me because of what happened with Matt the other day, and it's really sweet. I really like these otakus.
Freshers Fayre.
Tuesday, 15 September 2009
So today was the freshers fayre. I've been out pretty much all day, and I'm exhausted. Well, I say all day, I left about 10:30am, and got back about 10:30pm. Not including the half hour where I came back to drop of my manga and get some food.
But today has been, without a doubt, my best day so far. Though, I have had a horrendous last couple of days, with homesickness, and stupid guys (who I had another encounter with today, which was like hell on earth for about an hour), but today was good.
I wandered about the freshers fayre alone for quite a while on my own before managing to stumble upon the room where all the societies were recruiting people, so I went in feeling alone, and came out (having been given a high five by a Near puppet - I shit you not) a member of the anime society, and the social worker socitety.
The anime society had a meet this afternoon, where about 14 of us went bowling, which was so much fun. I think I was on the same lane with Cam (the chairman, and he was amazingly nice), Megan (who seemed really into her music), Michael (I think anyway, he mumbled a lot) and Lee (who likes Higurashi!). They were all really nice, anyway.
Then after bowling (I won a game ;D) Megan, and two others pissed off, so the rest of us went to get some food and a drink. I ended up sat in between Ed (OMG EDWARD ELRIC!) and Chris, who was fucking hilarious. Here are some of the things he said that made me laugh.
"That club is full of emo sluts who'll give you a blowjob for their bus fare and then walk home."
and "How can you live being a vegetarian? You need some meat product in you. Wow, that sounded seedy."
Then, at about 10, everyone decided to go home so Luke gave me a lift home because I was completely clueless to how I was getting there otherwise. And that was fun. I have a feeling that I'm going to get along with these guys. Seeing as I walked upto the table, and Cam made a comment on my gaydar (anyone who watched Yu-Gi-Oh! The Abridged Series will know what that means).
Oh yeah, I've totally met people who have had pictures with LittleKuriboh himself.
Ps: Ed is a male version of Lisa McCracken. He has a beard where she doesn't.
Oceana.
Monday, 14 September 2009
Just FML. I don't want to be here anymore.
I'm stuck in a place where the radiator clicks in the morning, everyone can see into my room when the curtains are open, and I have to sleep on a lumpy matress.
On top of that, last night I went out to Oceana with Matt who I met off facebook. Which was fine until I got drunk, and he kissed me, and I said no, so he waited a minute and tried again. I'm having a horrible time. I want to be back at home. I want to go to the cafe with Simon, and I want to sit on the floor in page 45 with Claky, and I want to have a cup of tea with my mum.
I have my induction this afternoon, but for now, I'm going to get dressed, go to Asda and buy some food for the day. And then come back and miss my friends and family some more.
Nearly Packed.
Sunday, 13 September 2009
So I just spent my last night in my own bed, and I'm about to do my last minute packing, because I spent last night looking for my camera charger (which is no where to be seen, and it's an absolute pisser) and my ds charger (which, luckily, I found) and that sort of make me want to go to bed without even touching my packing. So I did.
I only have a few more things to pack, like my make-up, and my alarm clock. I'm positive that there's something I'm forgetting, but I just can't think what. Though, my iPod might be something I want to take. I woke up this morning, and got straight out of bed because it bothered me so much.
So today is moving in day, and a welcome party, which I might go to for an hour or so and then come back, because I don't think that I'm in the mood to go to a party today. At all. Honestly, I think I just want to sit on MSN all night and tell my friends that I miss them. It really does suck being the first one to leave.
Packing.
Saturday, 12 September 2009
I've just said goodbye to Claky, and I really don't think I was ready for how sad I'd be. I just sat downstairs and cried. I don't want to go to uni anymore. I really don't. I'm the first one to go, and I think that I'm quite dependent on my friends, but they're no where to be seen.
Simon, thank you for the card. Seriously, I didn't lol. I thought it was really sweet. I love it <3
I miss everyone already, and I'm not even gone yet.
Goodbyes.
I hate saying goodbye. I had two pretty bad ones yesterday, and I just feel like I want my duvet to swallow me up. Of course, this can't happen because Claky's coming over in about 45 minutes, and I do have packing to do. Like, most of my packing to do.
Yesterday was the final Luvsux. Until Christmas anyway. We did the Dock Adventures. This is where we went to Sutton Lawn, and had pictures taken on all of the docks, or the docks that had people on them, we just stood near them.
In the end, I think we decided dock 3 was our favourite one.
I also chose my favourite photos to take to uni with me, and had 30 of them printed off, which cost me so much money. Once my student loan comes through, I'm gonna get some printed off through a cheaper website.
So we hung around for a little bit, and then I had to go back because I was going out at 5. I'm not seeing Simon or James for a while now, and I just feel really upset about it. I can't say much else about the rest of the day, but you should know that when I came home, I bawled my eyes out. I hate saying goodbye. I suck at it.
Oh yeah, did I mention, I leave in less than 24 hours?Devil May Cry: 3/12
D.N Angel: 0/26
Umineko No Naku Koro Ni: 11/11
School Rumble: Second Semester: 4/10
Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood: 20/22
The Adventures of Mini-Goddess: 0/48
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni Rei: 5/5
The Melencholy of Haruhi Suzumiya: 24/24
Epic Win!
Friday, 11 September 2009
I always said that I wanted to take some manga with me to Uni, and I decided the other day that I was going to take Fullmetal Alchemist, Fruits Basket, Ouran, and I'd contemplate Higurashi (which, apparently, I don't want to be without). So I cleaned out this old box that I used to put my headbands, and wristbands and stuff in.
After I cleaned it out, I looked at this monsterous pile of books that I wanted to take with me and thought "man, they just will not fit."
Turns out, I was wrong. They fit perfectly.

<3
I Love My Grandad.
Thursday, 10 September 2009
So today, I went to see my grandma in hospital. She's fine, just recovering from her knee operation, but she seems very cheerful. I'm guessing this is because she's been pumped full of drugs, and she's probably going to become a morphine addict.
I feel bad for my grandad. I went to see him for a couple of hours, and he's used to waiting on my grandma, so he wouldn't let me do anything but sit down and watch TV. He made me my lunch, my tea, turned the tv on for me, moved the table so I didn't have to get up. Everything. And when I asked if he wanted help, he'd just shout "no!" and get back to doing stuff. I think he's at a bit of a loss as to what he should be doing with my grandma not around. I really do love my grandad.
He bought me some biscuits, some white bread (because that's the only bread I can eat) and a bottle of pepsi just because I was coming over. I came home with a loaf of bread, untouched biscuits and about a litre of pepsi.
Okay, so I mentioned a video I was making yesterday, so here it is. Enjoy.
Days until I leave: 3
I'll start posting the anime I'm watching again, when I actually have the bloody time to watch some of it.
A Forger's Love
Wednesday, 9 September 2009
Today was my last trip down Nottingham with Claky for a while, and I just feel really upset about it if I'm honest. We go down Nottingham quite a lot (well, in my opinion) and it's just gonna be weird not being able to organise it the day before, or something ridiculous like that.
I had a really good time. We had a mini picnic, got attacked by some wasps, and had someone sit next to us shouting down his phone in Spanish. I think it's sad that he got the last issue of Dragonball Z on our last proper trip down Nottingham. I'd shed a little tear about it, but I don't feel quite that sad yet.
Anyway, other than that, I've been making a video for youtube. It was hell, I got super stressed out about it, and just couldn't be bothered towards the end, and I think it shows. I'll embbed it in here tomorrow I think.
Other news is that my grandma went in for an operation this morning, and everything's hunky dory in that department. She's okay. A little drugged up, but she's doing good. I'm going to see her tomorrow, and I'm sure that she'll be more moody, seeing as the anesthetic would have worn off by then. Yay for moody grandma.
I'm tired now, and I don't have much else to say, so I'm not going to say anything else.
Again.
Tuesday, 8 September 2009
I am supposed to pursue my dream,
In this narrow winding road,
Stuttering in the crowds of people.
It's not that I want to return to that past,
I am just searching for the sky I have lost.
I hope you understand.
Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed.
Tears do not end a sin.
We have to carry it with us through,
In this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Who am I waiting for?
As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest.
What do I want to escape from?
Is it this thing called "reality"?
"For what am I living?"
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can't play safe anymore,
But there is nowhere to go to.
There's still so much in life to remove this feeling.
(I'm on the way)
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.
I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry.
I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries.
Everything that I embraced that day.
Everything that I will embrace tomorrow
I will not arrange them in any order.
I hope you understand. I closed my eyes
But I could still see things I do not want to see.
Unnecessary rumours that I hear for the first time, so what?
"Face it and you will be friends"
Don't tell lies like these.
My heart being agitated from deep inside,
A burning sensation runs through my body.
Actually I'm expecting something
From this thing called "reality".
"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
But there is nowhere to go to.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
So I want to become stronger to march on.
(I'm on the way)
I do welcome friends and foes.
How do I open the next door? I'm thinking.
The unretractable story has begun.
Open your eyes. Open your eyes.
There is still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done.
Shall we go AGAIN?
"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
But there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
So I want to become stronger.
(I'm on the way)
I feel the nostalgia.
I welcome this pain.
Body Of The Sanctioned.
I've just completely exploded. I had a really nice time today, and I've come home, and just lost it about the most unimportant thing.
I'm already having a hard enough time with the idea of leaving everyone and everything I love behind, and going out into the world to start my life properly. I know that there are some friends that I'm just never going to see again.
I really could do without people texting me, saying that I have to come out on Friday, regardless of the fact that I already have fucking plans. And when I say sorry, but I can't go out, I suddenly feel like the bad guy in all of this because I've already made arrangements with another one of my friends that I actually would rather not cancel.
If you wanted to see me before I left, then you should have thought about that sooner. Then I might not be in this situation where I feel completely out of the loop, and guilty for having other friends.
At least everyone else has at least another week. I don't. I leave on Sunday, I don't have time to wait around and wait for other people to make arrangements. I made my own plans because there are people that I want to see before I leave, and I just feel like a complete bitch for even thinking about it now.
I can't go out with anyone on Friday night, because it's totally sanctioned off for one of the worst goodbyes I'll ever have to deal with.
To Challenge The Sun.
Monday, 7 September 2009
I'm currently waiting for 2 more episodes of Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood to download. A new one came out yesterday, so this makes me quite happy. I started off feeling really crap about Brotherhood, but it just gets better and better. I can't wait for the dub. Vic Mignogna will once again rule as Edward Elric.
Today has been really nice. I bought myself two dvds which I've wanted for a while, and five new volumes of Fullmetal Alchemist which I'm going to start reading as soon as I've finished this blog. I know, I have no self control, and I've spoiled myself, but after feeling like crap for the past couple of days, I'm pretty sure that I deserve it. I don't say I deserve stuff very often, seriously. So that just prooves that I have been feeling utterly low.
Tomorrow I'm going to see Light again, which is surprising to be honest, because I see him once a year if I'm lucky, and the last time I saw him was when me and Simon went to Birmingham for our Coach Trip audition (it makes me happy that they're actually filming Coach Trip as we speak).
Well, I feel dizzy, so I'm going to stop typing utter bullcrap.
Days until I leave: 6
Devil May Cry: 3/12
D.N Angel: 0/26
Umineko No Naku Koro Ni: 10/10
School Rumble: Second Semester: 4/10
Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood: 20/22
The Adventures of Mini-Goddess: 0/48
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni Rei: 4/5
Film.
Sunday, 6 September 2009

I feel like watching this film until I feel better to be honest.
I Don't Like This.
I don't like how I feel at the minute. I feel so fucking low. I don't want to move. At first, I was so excited, and then I just slowly started dreading the day I move. I want to stay with my friends. It fucking hurts that I'm not going to have the people who I love the most around me, or a bus ride away. I don't want to go. I want to stay in bed for the next three years and somehow come out with a degree at the end of it.
Beer.
Saturday, 5 September 2009

I think I could live quite happily if I never saw another bottle of Budweiser ever again. It's pretty much that simple. I don't like beer, but people thrusting bottles in my direction, and I just felt like I had to drink it.
I'm really tired after the epic spider battle last night, and my lost sleep over it.
Anyway, the one person who I was really excited about seeing, my uncle Barney, couldn't make it because he's been ill for the past couple of days, and didn't want to get anyone else sick, but he did ring me to wish me luck, which was really nice of him.
So most of today, I've been playing tig with Jake and Jaden, and then I showed Ethan how to throw a ball, and he seemed very thrilled, but it's totally wore me out, and I wasn't wearing any shoes, so now I look like a hippy, because my feet are filthy. But it was a lot of fun. I felt about 6 again, which was nice.
But there were kinda down points. Becca has to go to the hospital for a meeting about what exactly happened to Baby Joshua, and I feel really mixed up about this. I don't know if I want to know why he died or not. So there was a half an hour talk about this, and I just started to feel really down about it all. I miss him so much. I really can't tell you how much I miss him.
I ended the day feeling pretty tipsy, but I feel like, a million times better now, apart from a headache. I don't know why I have this. Screaming children, or copious amounts of beer?
Days until I leave: 8
Devil May Cry: 3/12
D.N Angel: 0/26
School Rumble: Second Semester: 4/10
Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood: 12/21
The Adventures of Mini-Goddess: 0/48
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni Rei: 4/5
Ugh.
Friday, 4 September 2009
I'm feeling ill, so I'm going to have an anime watching session until I go out again at about half 5.
I had a lovely time with Simon today, as I always do. And I refrained from buying anything that I didn't need. I've started thinking that there's not much point in buying loads of crap that I'm not going to take to university with me, so I think I'm just going to stick to buying the Fullmetal Alchemist manga whenever I go into Nottingham before I leave.
But next week will be awesome. We're gonna do the dock adventures, which I can't wait for. I'm so gonna miss Luvsux when it's over.
Tomorrow I have the entire maternal family coming over for curry as a leaving thing for me, which I can't wait for. I get to see my uncle Barney for the first time in forever. Hopefully I feel better for that.
Devil May Cry: 3/12
D.N Angel: 0/26
Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood: 9/21
The Adventures of Mini-Goddess: 0/48
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni Rei: 4/5
The Melencholy Of Haruhi Suzumiya: 23/23
Picnic.
Thursday, 3 September 2009

I've had the most amazing day. Today was the leavers picnic, which started off disasterously. I was woken up at about 5:45am to this huge rain storm, and I was thinking "oh, what absolute crap" and then couldn't get to sleep, and then had an asthma attack. So this morning was just, terrible. And to make matters worse, Claky epically failed, and was nearly 2 hours late by the time he got to my house.
But once we actually got to Pit Tip, things started to get a lot better. We had a laugh, although it was the windiest day ever, and my hair looks like a lions mane in a lot of the photos. We got buried in the grass, and we played twister, ate very little food, considering it was a picnic, danced, and had a short-lived grass fight.
Then we decided to record a short horror movie. It was so much fun. Though me and Laura did the most amazing accident ever. I slipped over, and then Laura ran into me and flipped over me. It was so epic, but my back will hurt tomorrow. It's called the Om Nom Zombie. I can't wait til Claky actually has the time to edit it and stuff.
And once that had finished, it was starting to rain, and everyone was pretty put down by the rain, so we decided to call it a day, and we said what we were going to miss about each other. I'm sure I would have cried if it had been a perfect day.
I'm not sure if I'm going to get to see Claky or Laura or James again before I go, and saying that actually makes me want to cry. You have no idea how much I'm going to miss all these people. I just wish that I'd gotten to know Amy a little better.
Days until I leave: 10
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni Rei: 4/5
Devil May Cry: 3/12
Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood: 2/21
D.N Angel: 0/26
The Adventures of Mini-Goddess: 0/48
The Adventures of Mini-Goddess.
Wednesday, 2 September 2009
I had an awesome last night, and I gained a bottle of Apple Sourz xD
I got these 4 DVD's today, and I'm so thrilled about them. I'm not going to watch them quite yet though, because I need to finished Samurai Deeper Kyo before it actually kills me. I also finished the two volumes of Fullmetal Alchemist that I bought yesterday, and they were both absolutely fantastic. I like that it was quite different to the anime. It's like another story. I do like it when that happens.
Edit: I finished Samurai Deeper Kyo! Another really crappy ending. Whey!
Days until I leave: 11
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni Rei: 4/5
Samurai Deeper Kyo: 26/26
Devil May Cry: 3/12
Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood: 1/21
D.N Angel: 0/26
The Adventures of Mini-Goddess: 0/48
My Manga is Flaring Up.
Tuesday, 1 September 2009
Today I went to Nottingham with Claky, and it was so much fun! It's always fun when I go out with Claky, obviously, or otherwise I wouldn't go, ahaha.
We went to the usual places, Forbidden Planet, Page 45 and Waterstones, and I bought myself Volumes 1 and 2 of Fullmetal Alchemist, and a Fullmetal Alchemist Novel. Oh, and the Fullmetal Alchemist movie on DVD, which I'm going to watch after I finish this, in all of it's HQ glory. Oh, and some felt tip pens, so now I can actually finish my drawings.
We went on the car park roof again, and did some dancing. Had a couple of women watching us, and cheering for us, which was weird. Other than that, nothing out of the ordinary happened, which is fine. I love Claky, and I love hanging out with him, so just a day in Nottingham with nothing interesting happening is enough to make me happy. I'm just making the most of everything while I'm here.
Days until I leave: 12
Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni Rei: 4/5
Samurai Deeper Kyo: 21/26
Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood: 0/21
D.N Angel: 0/26